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I had a dream the other night that I had been playing the piano and the keys were playing themselves. I could take my fingers on and off and the music would keep going. But, in the middle of the dream I see this creature coming towards me and I think I am going to die, but the piano is really a ninja and he fights off the evil creature, but not without a price. The piano was defeated with the monster. And there was no more music, and then I woke up.
I don't know why or what could have triggered it but when I woke up I was crying. Like, my bed was soaked with tears, it was disgusting and revitalizing and totally scary. But there it was, and I had to deal with it. I don't know if it was supposed to be that my brother was the piano and his untimely death was the monster but whatever it was, it hit me at the core.
I'm going to try going to sleep earlier this time and getting up earlier. I don't like having dreams like that and I think it might be because I'm staying up too late.
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[01 Jul 2008|08:08pm] |
Everyone knew Craig Stone in Anderson Mill. His story was as infamous as Marilyn Monroes, Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra's. In fact, there wasn't a person in Anderson Mill who didn't know about Craig Stone. Craig was a star football player his senior year in highschool and everyone loved him, adored him and often rooted for him in everything. Craig Stone had everything a kid could want, a great family, popularity, a beautiful girlfriend, but on May of 2008, hours before his graduation, Craig Stone killed himself.
Chris Stone is a name you don't hear often around Anderson Mill except to say "Isn't that Craig's brother, how sad for him." For the most part, Chris was unnoticeable to the world, and he liked it like that, until this happened. To this day, Chris gets turned into Craig gets turned into "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to call you by your brothers name, my condolences." For years, Chris was able to sit in silence, under this limelight of his brother and suddenly he became the star of attention. His cover blown, his secret life revealed as a real one. Nothing could stop this onslaught of compassion, not even his own words.
Chris' personality is quiet, reserved and he is generally an un-opinionated person. For years he's been struggling with a skewed sexuality. A trained professional might call Chris bisexual, but Chris considers himself a mess of fantasies. He thinks that his whole life he will just stay inside his shell and never have to come out and actually live on this earth.
As for Chris' parents, before the incident, they acted towards him the way most people did, treated him with respect but never really thought to talk to him or comfort him, but now because of Craig's death, his parents bombard him with affection, attention and are constantly worried that he's going to commit suicide as well. Sometimes he wishes he would just to get them off his back.
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[03 Jun 2008|12:48am] |
THE VIRGIN wishes THE QUIET ONE would notice her.
THE FLOATER once told everyone that THE QUIET ONE needs a night light.
THE FEMALE JOCK once tripped THE JERK and THE QUIET ONE laughed in his face.
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